Stance

2006-03-01T00:43:00.000-08:00

You consume my mind the whole day
Everywhere I see you
Far away yet so close to me
making me go crazy
Never knowing when will i see you
Not even knowing you feel the same way
What !! what am i suppose to do!!!

Something to think about...

2006-02-25T16:39:00.000-08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

2006-02-22T16:09:00.000-08:00

When i went to church on sunday and this phrase caught my eyes soo i thought of sharing it with my fellow catholics or anyone for that matter .
"Jesus i treasure your love and revel in its power in my life .Without you, I would be afraid and lost in a lonely world .But you have picked me up and set on the firm rock of your love .Thank You ,Lord ,for your faihtfulness!!

Is it ??

2005-12-04T02:52:00.000-08:00

Its the christmas time again! it is soo not christmasie over here.Nothing at all,its soo sad.no carols to sing .no choir to train,they will probably forget that i ever excisted in the place.With all the new things taking place and all.Its amzing how things can change so quickly.its a part of life i suppose..Its just its sooo hard to absorb most of the time to Let the changes take u over and move on with life.Thinking everything is going to be fine......

Hummm

2005-12-04T02:44:00.000-08:00

There are lot of things that come into my mind to write in the blog at night.Just dont have the computer to write it.by the time im here i cant remembr anything wat i want to write.how sad is that .Anyways hopefully ill remmber some of it next time im cheking this :)

Beautiful country

2005-10-04T16:44:00.000-07:00

Every single day that passes by i kept thinking what a beautiful country that sri Lanka is .The aliveness (if there is a word like that) the pollution(ugly but good) the peole ,the music ,the weather
i miss my country so bad my friends even bad
here iam in one of the best countries(at least people say) thinking oh what beautiful country Sri lanka

Let me !!!

2005-07-03T01:15:00.000-07:00

it finally happend, but still im waiting waiting and waiting till i get a reply ,y isnt it cuming any sonner im tired of waiting plss let me go i need the answer soon let me have it plsss .......

can u ??

2005-07-03T00:50:00.000-07:00

After having that almost perfect person can u actually opt for less better person ?? with everything that happens can u actually do that ??u keep wondering and wondering will i ever be able to find a person like that can u get over even though its being a looonngg time and knowing that person belongs to someone else and when u know its all over but still can u ?? does it actually happens one time ? isnt there any hope ??

2005-06-09T18:50:00.001-07:00

Reasons is what im looking for
Excuse what i make
Truth is what is hard to find
But im trying my best
Im weak amd im tired
Time is what i cannot stop
I see the end
But the path i cannot see
I made the end
I cannot find
What am i ,who am i
i dont know
What to do ,how to do
i cannot figure
Im drowining
maybe it is the end

go figure it out

2005-05-18T01:00:00.000-07:00

what is a realationship?between a guy and a girl?commonly reffered as boy friend and girl friend? i mean both share a lot of things physically and mentally and then when u break up thats it,people move on as if nothing happend nothing ever excisted,then they become freinds especially some becomes enemies and they go in their seperate ways, go figure it out ?

people come and go but its always nice to knw that all those people who u care will always be in ure heart (phrase from sex and the city)

luck or coincidence

2005-05-09T23:43:00.000-07:00

of all those things which says do not talk to starangers do not communicate with strangers etc come to think it i have found good people who have being strangers.true enough before friends we are all are stragers but in the same place these strangers im talking abt are people whom i have never met or seen i found a perfect boy friend through sms of course it wasnt perfect enough to last long but i experinced what love is and then i found a really good friend such lovely person through msn chat then i found a long lost brother through sms ..come to think of it strangers become a very good part of my life ..maybe it was mere luck or coincidence or sumthing

women gossip PLLLEEAASSEE!!!

2005-05-08T12:15:00.000-07:00

they are say women gossip hello !!!reality check men are even worse atleast women talk is that girls outfit wasn't good or bad or what's the new and fashion or that guyg can dance he's cute (nothing physical ..that Butt looks good or his thing look big, good body yeah maybe but thats it !!!.... )...but men what do they talk about who slept with who ,who did her first ?how did they do it "machan u knw i slept with that woman""look that ass on her""machan this woman she was at clancy's i danced with her" ruin all peoples reputation specilally women they have no better things to talk other than telling those crap look at the boobs ,look at that this seriously GROW UP U JErks leave us alone stop ruining names ,what is so wrong when woman go and have fun in a club (and speciall its WHEN IT'S ClEAN FUN)??? is it only men that can go and flirt and drink and dance. seriously get sum new topics to talk like find a job??earn some money BE A MAN and for goodness sake GROW UP!!!! its healthy for all of us ....
p.s this my friends is a general opinion nothing personel soo dont get the wrong idea

Plllllllllssss let me go

2005-03-10T19:21:00.000-08:00

i wanted go abroad since i was in school i actually menioned it to my friends so many times thinking that actully i will now theire like tell us when u actually go , still im here ahhhhhhhhhh, and now i have a chance to go soo i m paraying and hoping that i will get a chance to go for real,well who ever happens to read my blog please do pray for me that i will be able to go this time ..............for real :) cos i really need to get out of this country i love my country but not my life ..i need a change .

just a thought

2005-03-07T17:41:00.000-08:00

happiness is sumthing i dont deserve
happiness is sumthing i look for
happiness is sumthing wat i give others
happiness is sumthing always end up in sad
hapiness is sumthing that ill never see
happiness doesnt have a meaning in my life

Second chances

2005-03-01T16:00:00.000-08:00

Do people really Believing second chances ,i mean do u actually think that "u" can ,make ure mind to do that ?well maybe so at the end of the day that person that u mite not give a second chance could have being "The one" u mite miss it and wouldn't even know cos u never gave a chance to understand or be close ?

THink think

2005-02-08T15:06:00.000-08:00

its being a long time since i have blogged.. but still cannot figure out wat to write... mmm.. till i get sumthing ...adios!!!!

world without men!!

2005-01-06T18:22:00.001-08:00

i was watching "sex and the city" and realized its not always "sex" they talk but about relationship too sumtimes good advice but ofcourse in reality it doesn't quite go that way but it free ure mind..anywys dont u ever think what would the world be without men ...(loads of leasbians maybe...)will it be good or bad..then again guys could think the same way too..but does it really effect them as it does too us..well the the ratio is 1 to 5 (men :women) i guess like "miranda"( sex & the City character) they just have to go for a coffee shop and sit and wait they could easily find a girl..where as girls have to ... (i have no clue) seriously!!!!.

2004-12-06T01:02:00.000-08:00

Taking for granted? What does it mean? Is it an over use word for not loving or taking care of a person the way u should, I mean maybe there are reasons for it to happen. Everything has two sides right? soo how can people judge or accuse by saying u did this u did that……”u obviously took the person for granted”, did it really happen that way?? Wasn’t there a single moment of good in what the other person did, that might cut off or forget all those taking granted crap!!! I guess not #\@%\#3

2004-12-04T15:45:00.000-08:00

The gang they call us and I’m supposed to be the leader (thug they call me) oh!! She’ll hit, me she’ll scold me, supposedly very popular or rarely (not that I give a damn!!)In their blogg the phrase starts “saying her friend was there so… I thought she’ll hit me”(not that I have read it but something like that….) I mean does being fat or chubby or whatever my size (obviously not thin ) is the reason for them to call me or simply being protective or caring a friend makes me a thug or WATEVER !!!! They refer me to ……….. all the people think k I’m person who walks on air trying to show off or talk with a accent ,,I’m good person (MPHOT they might say!! ) “looks are deceiving “ soo don’t judge the way people look I’m not always a person who can say “what u see is what u get” not split personality BUT something like that but with a simpler meaning.. The accent is what I use to put a smile on somebody‘s face or to make the conversation interesting I can talk without an accent I do talk without an accent i don’t talk like that all the time.. Well!! I’m just a simple girl trying to make a difference ,to make people happy, to help or to put a smile on their face cos that’s what I love to do ,that’s what I want to do…………….. understanding what I’m and who I’m is u’re problem ain’t mine!!! Cos I know who I’m………..

2004-11-27T14:42:00.000-08:00

the question "Why "is often asked question ,why do i have to be this ? why do i have to be that? then u think why did he change what made him change ?? soo many question just trembling in the mind ? no answers as usual no where to find too i guess thats way it should be and it will be..if only we could read mind that would be something well again like they say everyhting has two sides sometimes it's just better this way!!!

thinking

2004-11-10T00:04:00.000-08:00

soo wat to write??? i mean when u have sumthing to write or to let it out there is no place todo it and now here iam thinking wat to write a !!!!!! soooo ................... mmmmmmmmmmmmm....... nope nothing comes to my mind , ahhhhh soo much for th following words

annoying

2004-11-09T15:49:00.000-08:00

they dont get it we are runnig out of time.they want it good but nooooooooooo they cant sacrifice,ahhh this bloody projects .....anywys hope for the best

mmm

2004-11-06T13:05:00.000-08:00

it's just the begining , the words will follow later!!!!!!